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Oooh my rough week continues but I'm surviving and received some nice gifts today.  As for giving gifts, they have been small but I do have an intention to give every day so the challenge continues.  Day 10 I gave a small donation to Lilou Mace webtv because I have been watching her videos for years and have never donated.  I had been meaning to do that so I'm glad I at least gave a small gesture.  Yesterday,  I contacted some friends I hadn't talked to in a while to check in on them and…

My body is having a rough day today so I won't write much.  Yesterday I had a nice trip to the farmer's market.  My gift was to give some extra time to the guy who works at the farm stand who always tries to chat with me but I usually rush off because he makes me a bit uncomfortable.  Not in a creepy way...  he is always giving me compliments which is lovely but I guess it makes me self conscious.  I asked him how his winter was and he told me all about the new house he built... we chatted a…

I felt pretty blah and low yesterday and couldn't get up the desire to blog at all.  I also wasn't that pleased with my giving...  but that feeling will not help anything.  My psychologist called yesterday and said he was moving.  He said he hadn't cashed the cheque from our meeting last week because he didn't feel quite right about it.  I paused and thought I could use that money and I had a sense that something was off our last session so I should tell him not to cash the cheque.  But then…

I had a nice day.  My friend got her flowers at work and loved them.  She sent me a pic and they were beautiful.  I ran a couple errands today and no giving opportunities popped up.  But just the fact that I am open to opportunities makes me more conscious about what is going on around me and I also make eye contact and smile at others more and chat if the opportunity is there.  Not that I was rude before, but I just feel that aspect is opening up a bit more.  This evening I felt well enough…