It's been several days since my last post but I really need to count this as day two. I don't know if I've been giving lately but today I fufilled my duties as part of the welcome crew and as a special member reminded me that is my gift today. I have had a few weeks with some difficulties generating more work and even communicating with others. I follow astrology a little and know that this was al because of retrograde energy involving mercury. It was interesting how staying away from my blog and the process made it easier to feel fearful about finances, the state of the world, lonliness. it became such a big bubble that kept me from who I am and what I can be.
During all of this I've developed a major sinus throat infection and a cough that wont go away. I took the time to really rest, went to urgent care and did everything I felt i needed but it still won't stop! I was so angry today cursing the cough and spirialing into anger and frustration.
Then i started to think about the chakra system. The fifth chakra is the throat chakra it has to do with the throat communication, speaking your truth, also reading today I find that this chakra is also ruled by the planet mercury! I have since made peace with my cough ive decided that i will only use cough syrup while at work, I have put an essential oil on my throat called Blue Tansy which is for communication. I have learned so much about what works and what doesn't along with compassion for myself.