thank you all for your warm thoughts.
We're feeling a bit better about it now. we'll just go with the flow and care about what happens today. and won't worry to much about tomorrow.
anyway. the gift I gave today was a homemade cake for my husband, as comfortfood. it's full of chocolat. i'll put up a pictur of it up today.
I also called my mom and let her know I think about her.
so that much for today. I'll spend some time with my husband now.
I love you all