bought a coworker a treat and gave a gift to a very special person for a very special reason.
It was incredibly humbling to walk away when I wanted to cry and plead and beg him to come back to me. But its his day and not about me- I smiled and walked away feeling like a tons of bricks was lifted off my shoulders. Giving sets you free.
Still- today I cried so much. I miss him with all my heart and soul.