i helped her in the garden today(: it felt nice to have it be just me and her doing something she really enjoys and that i to this day thought i would hate but i really liked taking care of the plants and flowers. i really want them to grow healthy and i dont know where this feeling comes from... But today i felt that my mom was proud of me for reasons besides my good grades in school. i wish to be closer to her so maybe this can be an ongoing gift. but hey guess what(: My second week of giving starts tomorrow(:(: cant wait, i freaking love this.